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 She shut the door behind her and sighed. She hung the keys on the paper mache key holder the one that her sister made for her and walked to the bedroom. She looked at her bed, smiled and said " It was a good day!". She threw her tired self on the bed, looked up at the ceiling, managing to draw a smile on her perfectly sculpted lips she told herself, "no.... it was a really great day!". She went to the kitchen, poured herself a glass of wine, red like the colour of her favourite lipstick. Sat on the couch, kicked off the heels, closed her eyes and took a deep breathe, calmed her mind and sipped the wine as she let the silence heal her. Nothing could really make her feel at peace that night except for her own self. She was the strong and confident kind, self critical and always trying to hide away from the overwhelming feeling of love. She didn't let anything tame her but hey it's life, sometimes it's just easier to let things be.   "May be today is

       Sometimes... I'm just looking, staring, watching nothing in particular but, I'm just stuck in that moment, in that frame drifting somewhere far away from this reality, without knowing that I'm actually floating away in a trail of memories hidden somewhere in my mind.. Am I dead? am I breathing? I can't really tell because my spirit isn't here anymore. It has wandered off to a place known and yet distant. There is an odd feeling about this place, like remembering the fragrance of the loved one with whom I once cuddled. It's so familiar as if I've been here a million times, like I've lived here for the longest time but somehow I don't seem to remember any of it because the place doesn't look the way it used to. As though once a colourful land has now become barren. No flowers, no happiness and the pictures slowly fading away. But the energy is so warm that it feels like it was only yesterday that I was here.         You know the kind of feel

 How do you feel? today? how have you been feeling lately? Are you happy? are you hurt? do you feel at peace or just plain satisfaction for the sake of those around? Tell me what you desire. Your deepest most desire that you feel will be judged real quick by the surrounders or maybe they will count it as a sin. I want you to tell me all your  desires and wants, no matter how dark and absurd you may think it will sound to me but trust me whatever is it that you think isn't normal, I've heard worst. But it's only worst or wrong if you don't understand it or if it is out of body experience for "you". It might be perfectly normal to the others who are indeed familiar with it. Well that's how it is, isn't it? whatever the spectators don't understand or personally like they lable it as a sin or a curse but in the future it may turn out as a true blessing or atleast a trend. So today, I.. want you to tell me your story.. what you think is right, what is y